Consonants and Vowels...

Deity by wendy rule

when the moon is lit, on her eastern side and im slowly im centering,centering. when my blood is bold is bold with a waining tide and i fall and im willingly entering night, the dark the moonlight hallow its here, i found a voice to follow.
i am the maiden, i am the mother, im the crone . i am the sea i am the sky i am the blood i am the moon. never alone, never alone. when the moon is lit on her western side and shes slowly brightening,brightening. when the earth is full on a waxing tide and i breathe with its ripening sea reflected in the water the old moon held by her daughter. i am the maiden i am the mother i am the crone i am the sea i am the sky i am the blood i am the moon. never alone, never alone. (piano and guituar)... i am the maiden i am the mother i am the crone i am the sea i am the sky i am the blood i am the moon (repated). never alone, never alone.

I have been in a funk for about a month or so now.  Just in a crappy mood, hard to cheer up, hard to impress.  Every thing I do seems to take an enormous amount of effort.  I am tired...

Work is going well.  Still plugging away, but even frustrated there... Home is a mess.  I am preparing to move and both homes are in disarray right now.  I have no space to really call mine just yet and it is eating at me.  In a few weeks that will be better.  For now, I suffer. :)

The moon has been beautiful the past few nights, I sat outside late last night just soaking it up...Normally, when the moon is full I feel at my best but this month I just feel restless, unsettled.  

Like a fever lying in wait
undulating to the sound of time
the dark woman of fate
singing in a quiet ryhme

Time after Time

Time after Time

Heart ripped out and bleeding
pulsating and quivering,
grabbing onto mere moments
that might restore my breathing

Stealing

Reeling

Feeling....                                  Nothing.

Wow.... The last 2 weeks have been a blur.  Holiday bliss, buying xmas gifts, baking, etc... And then in the middle of it all, I got a promotion at work and am now doing some regional corporate level education as well as managing my own building... I got to fly out to NY last week and spend some time there.. First time on a plane by myself.  I did good though.  I was really scared, but now that I have done it, I feel liberated! :)

Boy oh Boy...

No sleep last night.  Full Moon tomorrow... Which means even less sleep tonight.

It is so weird.  Last night, my skin was ON FIRE.  My husband brushed by me and touched my arm.  He thought I had a fever.  This happens every full moon.  My skin gets hot, I don't sleep, and I get REALLY hungry, especially for red meat...

Yep- Lycanthrope... :)


Man, I want a steak for dinner tonight!!!!!

Work is crazy.  Like uber crazy.  I am trying to remain calm. 

Sitting here crunching schedules, budgets, and regulations... and then I hear it...

Prince- Let's Go Crazy

That song always makes me laugh....

When I said I was thinking about being with my friend "Michele"... I wasn't seriously contemplating a relationship with her.  Just wanted to make that note.  We joke around alot.  But I don't know that I am built that way... :)